Dear Future Love

Dear Future Love, I thought I’d take a moment and write a letter your way So much time has passed it blurs day into day I’m sorry I’ve given myself to people who are fake And that you had to watch them take all they could take I’m sorry I’m broken because you truly deserve better You see that’s just the purpose of this very letter I know the Truth , I talk to Him every day But I’m still lost, I can’t seem to find my way When I care about something I get really intense I just can’t seem to get myself off of this fence It’s not just all of the loss, it’s fear of rejection I choose to stay lonely for my protection You deserve strength and presence of mind And I’m just not there, mine’s left behind I’d rather have nothing than head the wrong way But I’d be lying if I didn’t come out and say A future for me is something I just do not see But I’m still hoping that one day you’ll find me